Soilder

This weekend was a goood weekend :):):) . Sydnee slept over on friday , and then Angela slept over on saturday. I hate sundays and mondays . Yaaaaay 2 more week of school ! I neeed to go buy dresses and shoes . All my sandals ripped :'( how gay . I can't wait till summer , gonna be hella funn. Im glad I finshed my history project today , all I neeed to do tomorrow is print it out and glue it ! YEAHYEAH. Im feeling better now :) . I re-edited my blog cos the other one looked crappy . haha. My neck is tireddd , I wanna go to sleep after I blog . I've been feeling like a dissapointment to a lot of people . Why does everyone have to be so god damn judgemental ? Can't you live your life and I live my life ? Stop worrying about what I do , worry about yourself first . If I fuck it up then oh wells , it's none of your buisness to care . I never asked anybody to care .. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow . Errgg , I swear I hate my moodswings ): . Well , Im tiredd and Im done blogging.

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Gooood weekend (= . Friday night was fun fun ^___^ . I neeed more nights like that ;) . Sydnee slept over on friday night , we snuck out to mouse's friend house . FUCK FIRST IMPRESSION ); , I suck it at .

set me free

I'm better now then how I was 2-3 days ago . I got over it , or I think I am .. Those better days that I've been wishing for are coming . I'm so sleeeepy , and I didnt even do my homework yet . URg , thank god we only have 2 more weeks of school . I hope summer '09 would be a good summer . Damn , everything is going by so fast . Next year is highschool already . Wow , time went by fast this year .. real fast .

"Good things fall apart , so better things can fall together . "

map the soul

Today was a goood day (= . Schoool is blah , but overall it was a good day :) . So today I came home from schoool at like 2:30 ish and then waited for my dad to come home , to take me to this lawyer place w/ him . blah blah , we stayed there till like 4:30ish or so ? :) Then we went to pick up Angela then he took us to buy crawfishh ^____^ . yum yum . 2 pounds of crawfish & 2 pounds of shrimp. kaka , yeah yeah . We waited in yummy yo's for our order eating yogurt and just updating:) . Then we saw tiana , kenny , amy , ryan and stuff :) . lalala , yeah yeah . Then we came home and ate our foood . ^________^ . Im still so full :( . Angela just left home like 15 mins ago . She hurts me too muccch ); , fuckingg butthole bestfriend .. my arm still hurts -____- . blaah , well i got to go shower, homework, then sleeeeeeep ! I hope tomorrow would get better . I really don't like being depress ): .

im fucking tiredd

"fuck it , thug lifeeee . " hahaha . straight up man . :) . MY FIRST SNEAKING OUT ROLLING KICKBACK , :))) hellla funn . first ciggerate taste and everything shit maaaan . i cam home around 5

whatever whatever .

No more , but it's okay . I was stupid at the beginning , saying stuff that I didn't think that I'll
regret . Is this just like one of those things where something goes bad to teach you a lesson ? Cause I learned my lesson already .. Just when I thought life was good for a bit something bad had to go wrong . Oh well , it is what it is .Well, friday was a goodnight , I guess . Last night was fun at the strawberry festival :) . I need more night outs like these days . Long weekend , yaay . I don't want to stay at home today , but there's nothing to do anymore . Im broke now ): no more moneey . Time to stop going out and stop spending money on stuff . Sundays are always boringgg and gloomy for me . blaaah . I want it to rain .. :) . I don't know what to blog about anymore . BLAAH . Schoool is my main priority now . It's almost the end of the school year , so I gotta keep my grades up , and not care about anything else . That's it I guesss .

" I refuse to be the fool, playing by your rules . It's on the table , take it or leave it , and if you don't know how you feel . It's time to keep it real , tell me your heart don't belive it . "

broken concrete

Today was a good day :) . I enjoyed it actually . I'm starting to not care anymore . Today's going to be the last day . Well , my thumb nail is really bothering me :( . It's like ewwwie , I have this bandage over it and it hurts when I type D: . mhmhmhm , walking home afterschoool w/ martin & aldo is fun :) , they always cheer me up . This is a really fast weeek , tomorrow's friday already . YAY (: , strawberry festival ^_____^ . I wish I could go tomorrow :) . Weeeeell , today was really hot ): had to run the mile in p.e tooo . Today was a pretty chill daay , Im tired right now . BLAAAH, I have homeworrrk . fuckfuckfuck . time to stop procastinating nowww , homework time .

Be with you .

" Say Im sorry it really doesnt change a thing we should go our separate ways our ship is sinking . "

Mayday;Jackie boys

BLAHHH, these past 2 days were really bad): . I don't like it . I have a feeling that this weeek is going to be crappy :/ . Do I want this anymore ? Should I keep on chasing something that I dont even know if it's worth chasing ? School is a drag , I haven't been paying attention in school and giving it my all.. And it's almost the end of the year, so BLAAAAH. I haven't been doing my homework . So stressfull . I know that I shouldn't be caring about any of this stuff at this age , but urggg . This feeling suckss .Days are going by so fast , I swear . Prayin' for those better days , but nothing change .

a little bit

mhmhm , what a good weekend (= . so tiringg though . On friday me and sydnee went to the st.callisust fair ? i think that's how you spell the name . ANYWHOs, it was pretty funn :D . and then saturdayy , I stayed home and waited for angela & vivian to come over . they came over around 4ish or 3ish ? yeahhyeahs. and then we ordered pasta and stuff (: . anddddd then , idk . my mom took me and angela to drive vivan home. then angela slept over at my house and stuff . Then , on sunday , julie took me to the st.callisust fair agian . It wassss really funn . mhm , im so tireddd. i hate monday -___________- . um that's it i guess .

this love

"I need your words now, my head is filled with doubts ,
tell me it'll be alright , can you protect me ?"


ahh, today was a fast day . It seemed like it was only a quick min ago that sydnee was here , and now it's like 9:12 already . fucking fastt . HMM , LALALA , im excited for tomorrow . ^___^ . hmmm , i need to learn how to save money more ); . FUCK TEMPTATIONNN :( . the weekend is going to be bombb . :) but but whenever i get excited for something , it wouldn't turn out the way i want it to turn out D; like like IDKK but it suckss ): . BUT i really hope i can go to angela's tomorrow and then go to the festival thing w/ sydneezy . my PIC<3>:O you have to re-download everything over agiann . BLAHH. i dk , lately my phone had been running out of battery fast . like i didnt even use it often today , and all i have now is one bar D: , blahh . im sleeepy . imma go shower soon & then sleeep i guesss. will blog tomorrow . FUCKK BLOGGSPOT -________- it deleted like half of what i typeddd . UGGHHH bullshit mann .

Man, what a funnny day

with angela! HAHAHH, she's so funny! I ended up socking her eye because she called me penelope ): I DONT LOOK LIKE PENELOPE. & Then she rolled off my bed and i didnt catch her in time. So she end up being smooshed by my fan, and I helped...my fan up. HAHA and she said ; THANKS FOR CARING FOR A FAN MORE THAN A HUMAN WITH TISSUE AND PAIN! LOLOL, funnny day. Oho0o0ohh and then we ate crawfish! And we're going to get more. If you know what I mean, hahahahahahah! okaay update later, CHIHUAHHUAHAUHA!;) oh god i love angela LOL , weeell like ! TODAY , she was like blah blah having problems and shit , and then shes like CAN YOU COME PICK ME UP?! so i called my dad to see if he could take her to my house , blah blah , he came home at like 4 something and then took me to pick up angelaa . She bought crawfish ^__^ , we atee it like in my bedroom's floor , and like it was goooooood (= . When we were done we , we wanted more so i called my mom to ask later whenshe gets home if she could take us to get some more , and yeahhh we waiteed till likke 8-9 something ? mhmhmhm ! SOO LIKE , today was a good day (; . Angela got her revenge on me -___________- bitch made me fall off my bedd ); . HAHAHAHA . i hope your not reading this angela ..LOL<3>

Because you live

everything's a rerun . I give up . Im done . Im over it . No more trying . Im done being there for everyone , and having no one being there for me . Bullshit . school's gay . people are whack . Just when life was good for a day , it had to turn into hell . HMM ,i cant wait till strawberry festival ^____^ MHMHMMSS. that's all .

ohh ahh

ohhh dammnnn , what a fun night yesterday w/ angela<3 . WHITEAPPLES<3 . lalala , stayed up till like 4 . I got knocked out immediatly man . HELLA TIRING . ahhaha . anywhos , my neck hurts really bad right now . I have an esssay to do , but im so lazyy to do anything besides lay down and listen to music . LOL. LALALAL , im hellaa exccited for the weekends & the next weekend :)))))) . lalla , schoool's lame . Well at least the first week of CST are over (; . LALALA . HMM , im enjoying my life at this moment right now (= , i would be happier if i had more money on me , but it's all goood (: . i just ate pizzza :D yummmy . BLAH im bored & tired now . I feeeeel really bad some how... GAHHHHH . FUCKING AJSFKLSDFKDSF . okay im done blogging now . =) .

say i ain't right .

FUCK CST ): helllaa boringgg . the classesss are so longggg >:( . Today was the 1st day of the CST testing thing , one day down 9 more days to gooo . WEEELL , today was boring . Nothing special happended x) . Afterschoool , me and syd went to eat , blah blah . Then my dad came to pick us up and blah blah blah . Thenn he dropped sydnee off , and then took me to places . When i came home I was frusterated cos the internet didn't work . After for about an hour of staying at home , my mom took me to her work place , blah blah . Then i went to walmart and bought beadss :) . LALALA , people tease me too much ); . ACKKK , im tiredd , my eyes are killing me . Whatever blog today

Today went well : )

Today Angela slept over, YAK! She's so funny, and then we web cam and she wrestled me ): But its all good, cause I got some moves my self, but she won, darn it! Hohhot, well we're planning to stay up all night Obama she is a PRO man! I don't know if I can stay up that late ): I probably can, if there was 2 hot Brazilian naked guys in my room. HEEHAW I like Angela's song too, its Soho good ; ) Chihuahua well I'm going to go now. & this is totally not Angela, Puff .
FUCK THE SPELLING CHECK : )

u turn

what a bullshitty day . When is it gonna be my GOODLIFE?!


" I never saw it coming, now got me wondering how I could make you turn around, here's another lesson learned , just another bridge that's burned , just when I thought you loved me, you turned. "