Afraid to fall

It's 2:39 a.m right now. Im tired, but somehow I don't want to sleep yet. I keep telling myself that something's going to happen soon..But it never does. This is one of the reasons why I hate having my hopes up, and it ends up all sajskjflksdf.. Today was a boring day, didn't do anything really. Just stayed home in bed. So many things /people seemed to piss me off today. Hm, I need to go out more, blaah. And I thought summer '09 would be a good one, guesss not.. I need to stop letting people walk over me, stop letting people tell me what to do. I was suppose to sleepover my cousin's house today, but didn't. What a waste of a day. I kind of stopped writing on my wall, ahah. Im suprised that I filled up my wall. 4 years later , I'll be looking back at my wall, and think about how much of a dumbass I was for doing all this stuff. Damn, thinking about it, the future scares the fuck out of me, just 4 more years then collage. Life sure pass you by fast. So this is why I gotta make the best out of it while I can, cause who knows what's going to happen tomorrow. MHM, I gotta stop thinking about the past, and just move on..

"Tomorrow may never come, give and accpet what you have today."