my love

R.I.P michael jackson - june 25th, 2009.
I remember when I was little, my dad and I would watch his thriller dvd thingy, and I would always be afraid to watch it . Damn, how things change so fast. It was like yesterday when I just read about him in the magazines about how horrible he dressed. People are so judgemental. Wow, he died, still shocks me...It is true, life is too fast..

Well im currently at my cousin's house sleeping overr. soo bored and hot. And she doesn't even give me water. She's already sleeping too, it's only 2:15 right now, so boreeedd. Nothing to doo. Well, I stayed home today till like 4 something, my dad came home and picked me up to take me over to grandma's house. I was so mad at him because he was bitching at me how I wouldn't get ready fast enough, but then later when we got to my grandma's house I was listening to what him and my grandma was talking about and damn, I sure regret all the stupid things I said to him. Im starting to notice that I don't appreciate anyone who's there for me...blahblahblah. now it's like 2:30 or something! I don't wanna sleep yett.urrg);

Yesterdaay and the day beore that, Angela came over. Prettty fun I guesss. I got shrimps yesterday.yumm.Well, we didn't really do anything yesterdaay besides fighting and screaming at each other. ahha, oh how she scares me when she doesn't have enough sleeep.ahah.


NTS**: Fucck it, stop caring anymore. It is what it is, I needa stop trying to fix what's broken.