I'm starting to get sick, fucck. I can say that I really don't need you anymore. I know that I shouldn't be here sitting and just thinking about the past. I was stupid before, I now know I could do better than that. Well, today's shantel's birthday :). Sigh, first day of work with papabear too ): I have to go home early from the party laterr, how borringg! Well, on the bright side, I'm even happy that I could go today,hahah. Been in this fucking house for 3 daysss! It's hell, staying in the house always make me blog my heart out, cos I really have nothing todo. hahah, I want my bike already ): I could go out so much more if I had it, wouldn't need a ride from papabear and yeaah. Then I could get out of this house any day I want and yeah. I'm feelingg bettterrrr today.