Wtf is up with me. I hate having this feeling. The feeling where I need someone there for me. Sigh, I told myself that I don't want to depend on anyone, but myself anymore. I hate hate having moodswings. I was perfectly fine earlier, now I feel urrrg. How fucking gay. This is where the reminicing comes in...FUCCCK. seriously ? WHY NOW I was perfectly happy not thinking about it, but what now.... ugh, fucking hate this. Fucckk thisss, I seriously need to get out of this fucking house. I need to occupied myself with something besides this fucking laptop... I need a fucking bike, no lies. UUGGH, maybe a shower will cool me off. SIGH, well at least tomorrow I'm spending some bonding times w/ bestfriend. Before she leaves. ugh, I hate nights like this, seriously.
FUCK 11:11 , all bullshit, sometimes I ask myself.. Would anyone even care..?
It's just something about you that has me hooked..
SIGH.. It's been a week....Let's see how long I could do this for.
I'm surprise that I could even keep this blogging thing up, it's been since november:)
"Just tell me you don't love me.
Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do,
tell me I don't make you smile.
Like I do when you walk in the room,
you're so hard to let go."
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