This ain't woth it.

Why does this shit always happens to me?! Seriously, just when something was good for me once, the outcome always is always worse for me, got me sittin' here thinking way too much. I really hate when I think too much of a situation. Now I know I'm done for good. Fuck this shit, seriously. I don't even know why I was stressin' over it at the beginning. What's done is done, it is what is. Don't try to fix what something that doesn't want to fix. Fuck this, sometimes things are better left broken, than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. I blame myself for thinking these thoughts, for thinking that something would happen, heh.. How stupid was I ? Just when I thought my life would be goood for one more time, shit goes down the fucking drain. Whenever I hope for something the opposite happens. I don't fucking wish anymore, cause I know most of my wishes would never come true. Maybe I shouldn't hope anymore either, cause nothing works. Life's a bitch; foreal. Sigh, I don't even know why I'm stressing out so much for this simple problem..

I'm done with this, period.