a walk to remember,

LOVEE THAT MOVIE.
" I might kiss you.."
" I might be bad at it.." HAHAHAH, how cute :')

Why is it that I always find myself doing something I said I wouldn't do? Like seriously, I promise myself I wouldn't do something, but I always end up doing it. I just hate how all I think about is the mistakes I make in the past, and nothing more. Like seriously.. I know it's bad just thinking about the past, but whenever I close my eyes it all just comes back, that's why I've been staying up till 6 a.m, so that I could be really tired, and just sleep without thinking about anything. I mean, I have some good memories too, but I can never seem to remember them. I wish I could just have someone that I could just spill my whole feelings out too, but then again, who would have the time to sit there and listen to my complaints all day long. It's funny how the exact same shit happened to me last summer, is happening to me again this summer. I really hope the rest of summer '09 be a goood one. My blogs are so random, LOL.