Life is,

bittersweet. You could just love it so much at one point, and end up hating life so much at another point. I don't get how it works, I know at the end of everybody's road, is death. But the deeper side of life is what I don't get. I don't get why things never go the way you want it to go. I don't get why you can never have what you want. I don't get why life is never always good. I don't get why you have to feel pain in one point in time; emotionally or physically. I just don't get why life is just so god damn complicated. I know that without any problems in life, it would just be flat out boring. But.. I don't even have the words to say what I'm trying to say now. sigh*


I just don't get it...