Scary stuff.

Schoool is coming up in the next two week, I'm really nervous for it. I want to go to school, but at the same time I don't. I want to go to school so I could have something to keep my mind on, instead of always thinking about things that doesn't even matter in my life. School is going to be my main priority from now on. I really got to get my act together, seriously. Gotta get good grades, to get into a good collage, so I could enjoy the finer things in life. I know that's its 4 more years to go, but fuck time goes by hella fast. Wasn't it just yesterday that I was just in 1st grade? Damn, but to be honest I'm really scared of growing up.. The next four years in my life is going to determine where imma be in the future. Just the thought of that scares the shit out of me.

And you think you have it bad..You're not even close to having it bad yet.

People say everything always happens for a reason, but in this situation that I'm in I can't find the reason.

" In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe. "