Halloween,

Yeaaah. Siggh, I feel lazy today. Papabear is taking me out to eat in a bit, and I'm not even ready. errrg. Procrastination sucks. My days are blaaah now. Nothing intresting happens. It's just the same shit but on a different day. I miss those days where I would actually be looking forward to waking up in the morning, and going to sleep with a smile on my face. Ughh, My grades are going up, so that's good I guess, but I still have a D in spanish. Soo gaaaayy, it's like learning english all over again. FACT: Highschool is expensive. No joke. With all the clubs and classes. Pretty whacck. Anywhos, this situation that I'm in feels like a rerun all over again, no liees. I know how it's gonna end, so why am I still trying to hold on to it ? I'm gonna end up getting hurt at the end, but why am I so asdjfljsdfjasldfjsdklf about it. ERRRG, this is so gaaayy. I don't know why I'm stressing over this, get yourself together christy. askldfjskldft4ufdscjk hasidu f 24twfdshfklrsa

It's sad, how I say one thing and go do something else. I told myself that I wouldn't care about anything else, besides school from now on. But yet, here I am stressing over the same situation over again, when will I learn my lesson?

What would I do, if I didn't know you?

I gotta go get ready now, I hope today will be a good day.

" I got my laces tied, and my love locked. Cause I'm not gonna be trippin on love. "

Fuck me, I've be procrastinating on showering for the past 30 mins. FML