I'm strugglin to find a way to make it through the day,

Everything that I thought you weren't, you turned around and proved me wrong. Why is this happening to me once again ? I knew it wasn't right from the very beginning already, but I still went this way. It's so stupid, thinking that it would actually go the way I want it to be. Sigh, I need to just keep to myself now. I'm done with everything now, main focus = schoool even though I reallly hate it, but I have been slacking off so much, failing most of my classes, and the quarter is almost ending so I got to get my act together, and try to do better in schoool. I hope you don't talk to me again, I don't want anything to do with this anymore, it's going to happen sooner or later why not right now so it would be easier? Yeah..


This is one of the reasons why I love blogspot more then tumblr, I could blog about anything, and not have anyone to "like" or "reblog" my posts, yeah.. My internet is bugging the shit out of me, sjdflsjdf. *SIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH*

"There will come a day where you’ll feel like shit and want to give up on this life and everything else. When that day comes save yourself some trouble, don’t do anything, just take a nap."

That is exactly I'm going to do right now, I'm going to go take a nap. Yup.