It's funny how somethings can change right in front of your eyes without you even realizing it. I changed, and people around me did. And I think I changed for the worse, doing all these things that I do now. I didn't even notice it till now, till I looked back at what I used to blog about a year ago.. And damn, it seems like as I am getting older I learn more about reality. Life is so unpredictable, no matter how much you try to prepare for what comes at you , it won't matter, cause life has it's own games and tricks that it plays on us. I'm learning more about the world that we live in, and damn it's not as pretty as I use to think it was. Like thinking back to my elementary years, I would always to think of the world as a place where everyone would love each other, no hate or anything. And all I really use to care about was always getting my homework done, listening to my parents, and always being their perfect daughter . Now it all changed, I'm slacking in school, I don't listen to my parents, in fact I would talk back to them and have no respect for them whatsoever sometimes too. But madfucckinglove to my pparents, even though I would always say I hate them..

" No matter how painful the world may be, even though you may fall, just get back up and keep pushing forward. "